I Wonder

There was too much drama today.  Very frustrating.  Makes me tired.  It also makes me wonder.  What's the deal?

I did in a way bring some of it on myself by fostering two teen girls.  However, I didn't create the issues happening at work.  So what's the deal?  Why so much drama in so many aspects of my life?  I think simpler would be better, yes, but then would I still be doing things I find fulfilling?  Would I be making any kind of impact on my little corner of the world?  I wonder if this is just normal for anyone who wants to walk the path God has in mind for him or her.

I suppose I just answered my own question.  I get that there should be some trouble, persecution, difficulty, et cetera.  I just figure if I have to be tired all the time, it should be because of bad sleep or too much physical exertion during the course of the day, not my job or my kids (if I can help it, anyway).

I probably just need to go to bed and get some sleep.  Then I'd feel better...right?  I wonder...